the speed of one week
i was taken by some form of panic attack the other night when i realised i had about 1 week more to go.. >_< good thing i could still sleep! heh.. so, i'm going to try and make this my last post [at least till that dreaded exam is over] and bury myself in books on some secluded mountain somewhere...lol..that's not going to happen! but seriously, the weeks just fly by these days. the last time i checked, there were roughly 2 and a half weeks more. now there's only one... T_T
...kneel,pray,breathe,write...
and i can't stop worrying.. no point in staying online much longer then.. sore ja! and good luck to all who are about to sit for SPM!


Dark shadow. Something has drawn you into darkness
in the past, and you're now trying to get out
of it. The darkness is already inside you, and
getting it out will be hard, but if you try,
maybe one day you can be who you want to be
again. Don't give in!!!

What kind of dark person are you?
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omoshiroi, ne? ^^"

rock on, be in one with the beat
i read somewhere that music heals but it depends on what kind of music. rock music ,apparently, damages more than it heals [it also says that's why most teenagers are a little deranged..lol... nah, i can't remember exactly what they said so..] Odd since i use rock music as an outlet for those crazy days of confusion. the beats let me just focus on them, takes energy out of the flames of anger.. and then, there's those with lyrics that help. depresive lyrics but, inspiring [sometimes not in the right way but, heck, it works, ne?]

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ano... i started out with that draft but can't remember what i'm supposed to follow it up with..? [probably i didn't know at that time either so... eheh] nyaa...tired.. nasi lemak does not give you energy.. -_-
anyway, today is the first day of 'puasa' for the those of islamic religion so, must keep that in mind and NOT commit any faux passes [eating/drinking in front of them... not only is it not polite, it's also mean.. -_-"] i forgot twice today so, so sorry to both my friends i 'tested'! *bows repeatedly* since this will be going on for a month, must remember must remember must remember...
oh, and since weevern seems to have started a chain reaction by almost having a 'nervous breakdown' in school today, i need to release that. as my parting shot today, WAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!

*whoa..feels great* ^_~

...Sakura sae kaze no naka de yurete...
hah..that song's in my head now... nice.. ^^ [ne, chelle, it makes me think of your video.. just thought i'd mention that fact.. ^_^]anyway, it was another one of those funny days in which i start of thinking i'm tired but i'm so happy..lol.. so who says i have to start the day happy first? sometimes it's a gradual thing.. ^^ [i'm not sure if that's a good thing for the rest of you though.. ^^" gomen...]
but here's some not so nice news, after just finishing trials about a week ago, we now have a series of minor 'tests' the whole of next week [at least for me..*sniff*] and we had one today. BM and Bio..fun...yeah right. didn't feel like taking it at all so i just wrote a whole bunch of rubbish in there. i don't know. i should take this stuff seriously but i don't. geez. then, got back literature results.. ok, teacher was pretty merciful so, thank God! didn't do too badly but, will have to do better next time...hehe
wow..my keyboard/comp seems fast today.. at least it's taking commands faster than usual.. good comp.. ^^ right, erm...that was off track..warui -_-'
cycling in the rain. tiny sparkles of water fall on you, keeps the air cool, makes things a hazy blur... makes for interesting thinking atmosphere. [at least for slightly off the rocker people like me.. -_-']Anyway, that was what i did today cause i lingered in chelle's house after tuition a little too long.. eheh.. so, by the time i decided rain or no rain i have to leave, it was 6:30pm. nothing much to it.. just, i'll probably try that again some day just for fun. my remedy to days lost of playing in the rain without a care in the world.. *splash splash* ja! sayonara.. ^^